this poem
unfolded
from my pocket
heart
hidden, creased and worn
not my heart
this poem
this paper this
pen’s milked ink
pressed
as a heart presses life
blood or ink
on the page
or the face
or the heart
after it has dried
folded, put away
but loved
loved to softness
no sharp edges
here
blunt perhaps
words not edges
softened paper
softened hardened-heart
unfolded for you
taken from my pocket
reclaimed, harvested
a heart not yet cooled
despite science, despite
medicine’s chill
my unchilled unhardened heart
i’ll show it to you
press your fingers
here
to the raised paper
where this ink
blood
stain
has lifted itself up
proud raised chest
storied heart
wax seal official
for you unfolded
you’ll have to soften
your eyes
unfold field of vision
to blur the words clear
take off your lensy glasses
and squint
and i’ll hold your hand
touch you where
your hands begin to fold
carefully into your
tenderness
together or away
from one end to another
found or not
unfound but folded
with ways folded and unfolded
tried and
retried again
when we get there,
if
when we are hearts
when we have pockets
warm with the
heat of folded things–